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What do you want to be when you grow up?

It is a wonderful question!  Too bad I don’t seem to have an answer.

One of the advantages of some life experience is being able to look back.  Not for the reasons many people do–regret, remembering loss or injury, wishing things could go back to what they were.  We all do that sometimes.  Some of us do it most times.  My reason for looking back is to marvel at the quality of the thrill ride that we call life.

Just when we think we have a bead on things, we feel the bottom drop away like a roller coaster plunging downhill.  That is the way life is for me anyway.  One of the problems with that is I’ve always been the one sitting on the park bench waving at the family members doing “the up and down and all around”.  We don’t have that choice when we aren’t at the amusement park and it’s life that is caring us along.

Roller Coaster

Roller Coaster (Photo credit: David Reber's Hammer Photography)

I have always admired folks who chose a profession or calling and then pursue it for their entire careers.  Not sure if it is luck, fate, wise planning, passion or you name it but there’s some real comfort in knowing what you want to be and then actually being that person.  However, the surprise of unwrapping each new day is very exciting. I like it despite the flaws that I encounter.  Most of those flaws are mine anyway…..

So I’m back to the question of what do I want to be when I grow up!   The dilemma is NOT from the desire to be forever young or trying to recapture the “flower-power” past, I have no desire to re-live the experiences back there.  I just feel an openness to experience whatever the next bend in the road is.

I have a calm sense of confidence that was very hard to achieve and has really helped to make the ups and downs easier. I have a deep feeling of gratitude for this awesome ride that life is.  I’m in a class this month studying spiritual gifts.  Fascinating.

Each of us took a quiz to help identify the gifts we have.  I can’t say that the results were surprising.  I could see what others see in me pretty clearly.  The idea that hit home for me most starkly is the “gift”.  We don’t choose the gifts that we receive.  Gifts are freely given or they tend not to be gifts at all.  Like tools in the toolbox, it helps to know what you have to work with, but it’s exciting to combine and re-combine the items so as to use them in new ways.

When we do this, wonderful things happen.  It is the way we serve God and the world.

Life wouldn’t be better if I knew what I wanted to be when I grow up–just different.  Because our gifts are not all the same, we need each other for the best outcome.  I need the folks that have always known and pursued their call.  They need the roller coaster riders like me.  None of us can do it all alone–we have to take all the gifts and combine them for the best outcome.

Thanks be to God!

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Is it live, or is it….

The compact disc

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Remember the commercial?  I do.   In the old days, before digital re-mastering and all the wonderful things you can do to “clean up” sound we were delighted with the latest tape.  Wonder if we would have felt that way if we knew what clarity was waiting around the corner and available on so many devices….

I have saved a bunch of CD’s to mp3 files and have started to develop mixes that I personally find pleasing.  There are so many different ways to enjoy music–live, recorded, internet, radio, music videos etc. I find myself searching YouTube or I-Tunes for a song I hear a snippet of.  I find interesting versions of old favorites and use music to help teach adults.  All without reading music or playing an instrument!  Most folks would say that digital collection of sound makes it all possible–I think that this qualifies as a miracle.  I know that this is not the greatest innovation ever made, but I do marvel at the quality of the sound that small electronic devices create.

While these advances make the enjoyment of music richer and more full for many listeners, I wonder how some of the musicians and composers would feel if they knew what we do to their music, to their art!  Imagine what Mozart or Charlie Parker or even John Lennon would think about how we hear them today. The making of music, the art of music and the love of music does find new ears every day and the technology that brings it can ensure that the music lives on long after the artists are gone.

Like Jambo, who wrote the article cited below, I have very eclectic tastes in music and like Jambo, I also like music that is made by musicians.   That being said, I am fascinated by the experimenting that some folks are doing with sounds–NPR features these artists periodically.  They seem like the impressionists or the early rockers who rankled the establishment and were on the cutting edge.  Only time will tell if this is truly an art form or if it is something else.  Because, art endures!

One issue I have with the electronic capture of music is that so much “clean up” happens that some of the uniqueness of each live performance gets lost.  Yearning for that reality: hearing music as it is being created is an exhilarating experience.  Perhaps that is why people still spend real money on concerts.

The other issue I have resulting from the seeming perfection on recorded music is that it could discourage someone from making music.  How could I ever sound as good as my favorite singer? (Except maybe while in the shower?!)  I hope no one ever feels that way.  Since we sat around fires in caves we have been making music and the exhilaration of being present as the music is created is beyond compare.  Don’t stop singing in the shower, the car or around the fire.  Pick up that instrument in the closet collecting some dust and feel the reality.  It is the only way for the music to endure!

 

With Hearts and Hands and Voices!

We all know what to do.  For many children these are among the first words. Mommy taught us when we were barely able to talk:

“Say Please.”

“Please!”

“What do you say?”

Thank You!”

These fundamental sentences are very often accompanied by the directive:  “Share!”

As big, grown up, sophisticated adults, we go about our business not thinking most of the time to employ these fundamentals.  We seem to think that it takes too much time or that it really doesn’t fit with the OMG, WTF, LOL world.  As we move about we leave a trail of dust and resentment and a crumbling civilization in our wake.

I am not here today to play Ms Manners.  I just want to suggest that we engage our hearts, our hands and our voices to do what we know is right.  To ask instead of take, to share instead of grasp, to thank instead of  ignore.  Basic acknowledgement of others as fellow human beings together right here, right now.

When I was a manager of people I distributed paychecks and thanked each person for their work.  The reaction was mildly suspicious surprise.  Guess that everyone wanted to be sure I was sincere.  They kind of waited for a “punchline”.   When they realized that it was real, you should have seen their faces!  Everyone got a sense of pride and smiled.  Sure, just payment for service rendered is a transaction.  Saying “Thank you for your work!” is like putting the cherry on top of the sundae.

As miraculous as our lives are (and I do believe they are miraculous!) we are all here by the grace and care of others.  God, family, friends, community.  Today at dinner–no matter what you’re eating and who you are eating it with–make sure to remember what Mommy taught us.  Love the folks that surround you, help those who need it without being asked, say thank you for the sheer miraculous nature of life.  Put that cherry on top of the sundae, be grateful, live grateful and sing!

Now Thank We All Our God   Martin Rinkart 1586-1649

Now thank we all our God, with heart and hands and voices,
Who wondrous things has done, in Whom this world rejoices;
Who from our mothers’ arms has blessed us on our way
With countless gifts of love, and still is ours today.

Oh, may this bounteous God through all our life be near us,
With ever joyful hearts and blessed peace to cheer us;
And keep us in His grace, and guide us when perplexed;
And guard us through all ills in this world, till the next!

All praise and thanks to God the Father now be given,
The Son and Him Who reigns with Them in highest Heaven;
The one eternal God, Whom earth and Heav’n adore;
For thus it was, is now, and shall be evermore

Thud

Just when you think you have things figured out, something happens.  The event can be positive or negative but the result is the same.  You wonder what happened and what should you do next.  Sometimes you struggle to regain your balance and sometimes you just smoothly flow into the next chapter.  Sometimes you don’t have a clue.

So here I am today–clueless!

I am spending time looking for work and wondering if I’ll get my balance back.  But the truth is maybe I don’t need it.  Maybe this is the right time for free form and impressionist painting and just enjoying being alive.  Maybe this is the chapter that doesn’t follow rigid habits and schedules.

Well, I have decided not to spend a lot of time trying to figure it all out. 

I remember when I took Judo in college.  The instructor talked about the importance of  relaxation as we fall in order not to get hurt. 

I am falling, sure, but if I relax it will just be a thud and no damage done.

Judo demonstrated by a Japanese policeman and ...

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How are you today?  Any falls lately?  Thuds or damage?

 

Let me know–the adventure continues!

Here and Aware

Never dreamed I’d be here, but I’m glad I am! Saw an interesting quote on the web a while back by James Thurber, the American writer best known for Walter Mitty.  He wrote: “Let us not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness.”  What are you aware of today?  What made you aware?

For me, it is the little things–sunshine, smooth traffic, good coffee–

Coffee mug

Mmmmmmm....!

in this regard I am pretty easy to please.  The ordinary every day passage of life is pretty fascinating when you stop to think about it.

I try not to carry the baggage from the past–it just weighs me down and holds me back.  That is hard to do because life can be hard too.  I also remember waking up one morning about 3-4 years ago thinking–I am done being afraid of the “them” that the TV wants us to be afraid of.  It was a very liberating feeling!  Yes, everyone gets afraid at times.  When there is a health scare.  There’s too much month left at the end of the money.  Your kids are out later than they should be. etc etc etc……. But if we give that full reign then we make our own world very small indeed.

So I am lifting my mug of hot creamy coffee to say–Hey there–I’m looking for a bigger world, one that keeps me curious and excited to haul it out of bed in the morning.  Part of the purpose of this blog will be me trying to stay aware.  I invite you to share your awareness and I will share mine.  Have a lovely summer day!

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